i miss them so much dave hannah was just the sweetest person and beth and i were never that close but i knew them for so long when we were kids i spent so much time just hanging around them girls with the girls and boys with the boys but it meant we got to know each other and beth taught me how to knit and hannah talked with me about silly ya romance and god i miss how it was so much i never meant for them to for ANYTHING to go like it did and i've spent every day of the last year wishing i could just take it all back and they'd be alive again and sam would talk to me more than once a month and josh would stop being haunted and distant and the others would stop being the damn mess they are and chris wouldn't get this sad look like he failed all of us or
i just i miss them but more than anything i miss how we all were happy and able to be stupid kids playing stupid pranks on each other that didn't get anyone killed
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i don't really think i ever did?
i miss them so much dave
hannah was just the sweetest person and
beth and i were never that close but
i knew them for so long
when we were kids i spent so much time just hanging around them
girls with the girls and boys with the boys
but it meant we got to know each other and beth taught me how to knit
and hannah talked with me about silly ya romance
and god i miss how it was so much
i never meant for them to
for ANYTHING to go like it did
and i've spent every day of the last year wishing i could just take it all back and they'd be alive again
and sam would talk to me more than once a month
and josh would stop being haunted and distant
and the others would stop being the damn mess they are and
chris wouldn't get this
sad look like he failed all of us or
i just
i miss them
but more than anything i miss how we all were
happy
and able to be stupid kids playing stupid pranks on each other that didn't get anyone killed