[—Okay, that? He can't exactly see what Dave is doing, but he sense enough to be highly fucking alarmed by it. Should he say something? Or is it still better to wait and let Dave make the first move? And how the fuck does he answer that question, anyway? If he had his lusus back, then...]
Shoosh. It's okay, Dave.
[... shut up. Also, still typing.]
I don't know. I mean, on one level, yes, of course I want him back, but on another, what the fuck would I even say to him? I'm not sure I'd know how to talk to him anymore. I can't pretend everything's the way it used to be. And I'm not sure how he would fit into my life now, in this place. I still miss him.
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Shoosh. It's okay, Dave.
[... shut up. Also, still typing.]
I don't know. I mean, on one level, yes, of course I want him back, but on another, what the fuck would I even say to him? I'm not sure I'd know how to talk to him anymore.
I can't pretend everything's the way it used to be. And I'm not sure how he would fit into my life now, in this place.
I still miss him.