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[You'd think Dave would have learned his lesson about anonymity, but maybe learning doesn't stick so well at ass in the morning when he can't sleep. At least it doesn't seem like he's really trying to mask his identity, here. It's just...a plausible deniability thing, maybe. Probably, given the content of his message.]
what was growing up like for you
like
how was your childhood
were you happy
what was growing up like for you
like
how was your childhood
were you happy
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even if it's scary
especially because it's scary
you're very brave
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im not that brave
im not brave at all really
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it's not easy to confront things like this.
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im only doing it because i have to
its not like i havent had ample opportunity to recognize the facts of the matter before
i was just scared to admit it
to others or to myself
but covering my ears and pretending its not there just wont work anymore its too obvious even to me
i got no choice but to see it for what it is in all its ugly realness and go yep thats it thats what ive been dragging along with me all this time
and this isnt the only thing nor has it been the only case where if id acknowledged something or said something
if id confronted something difficult like youre saying
it would have helped
and people wouldnt have had to get hurt on my account or their own
braves something only heroes get to be and im not i never have been
im just me
thats all
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something I've learned that's important to know
especially for you I feel
is that you don't have to be a hero to be brave
you can be far from one
you may be doing this because you had no other choice
because everything else was crashing around your ears
and you don't know where to turn
but there were other avenues
worse ones
that you didn't go down
it matters
that you chose this one
doesn't it?
and so alright
you've avoided for so long
you've tried to hide
the longer you've done that the harder it is to face what you're scared to
in fact I've heard that
the closer something is to you sometimes the harder it is to even see it
unless something or someone just smacks you in the face with it
when you least expect it
[Barging into his personal business... Asking those questions...]
you could have done so earlier
but you
have to try not to dwell on that
Davbecause it's hard
it's the hardest thing in the world to not dwell on what ifs
and if I'd only justs
and all of that
but all you can do now is move forward
in whatever way you can
no matter how hard it is
you still made a choice
because you could've dragged everyone down into the pits with you
and said nothing
but you didn't
and for that
that's why I think you're brave
whether you agree or not I'm still going to think so
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you know
im really glad i got to be here
maybe some other me wouldve figured it out sooner
and hell more power to him hed have more time to get past or around it or whatever
but he wouldnt have the people i have here
who look out for me and make sure im ok when i need it
and also treat shit like normal the rest of the time
its really nice getting to live something like a halfway average life despite the furry companionship and the lack of secondary education
thank you
is what im trying to say
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what I mean is you're very welcome :)
Private
so whats new in colonial williamsburg
Private forever
not really much
got a badge though so that's cool
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hey does that mean youre headed up our way soon??
i mean congrats but also yo where you at girl???
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YES it was the zephyr badge
and no not yet
the order they gyms are listed in the handbook shows Azalea's next so I'm headed south
I'll be going around and then heading for Goldenrod finally
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i dont have that one yet
huh
wonder if i could meet you there
on the other hand johns birthday is coming up so i dunno if we wanna be on the road for whats inevitably going to be a ruckus
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don't worry I'll be headed to Goldenrod after that
third badge after all!
if you'll still be there?
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but i already got that one so i havent made plans
i kind of want to move on eventually just to see stuff
but thats sort of in a vague ehhhh who knows kind of future especially since goldenrods such a happening place and i like my job
or well i like making money anyway
i cant say food service is my ideal career
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ruby weiss penny and yang? huh.
I understand what you're saying though.
the work at the pokemon center's pretty alright but giving my notice to leave was kind of satisfying.
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and i like drawing stuff in peoples lattes
but its not exactly scintillating fare either
good for getting book recs though
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maybe.
after all i'm really more for just working in seclusion
either way I hope I can get there soon enough
before you move on I mean
then maybe I could get myself a drink topped with your artwork too
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long as ive got espresso and a milk steamer i guess
so if you miss me youll just have to catch up again no big
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maybe I'll have to speed up a little regardless
bugs are weak to fire after all and I've got myself a pretty good fire type ;)
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i would tear that gym apart
practically all i got are fire types and birds
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so far I only have Agatha and
well Louise isn't even a fire type she just knows how to breathe fire
I want more :/
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i got here before winter remember i was kind of aggressively seeking ecofriendly space heaters
if it helps i have way more birds than fire types but maybe i can get karkat to breed one of mine?
how do you feel about moths
[...]
if thats not your style jade has a dog she can probably breed
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they remind me of butterflies
maybe a dog would be better
but I don't want to make anyone go out of their way
I'll just pay closer attention to the breeding center and all of that
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which continues to be unfathomably ironic
so not to speak for them or anything but it probably wouldnt be going out of their way at all especially for a friend
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if it's really their job
I'll think about it :)
but maybe let them know I might be interested if you don't mind?
fire types
any fire types
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