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[You'd think Dave would have learned his lesson about anonymity, but maybe learning doesn't stick so well at ass in the morning when he can't sleep. At least it doesn't seem like he's really trying to mask his identity, here. It's just...a plausible deniability thing, maybe. Probably, given the content of his message.]
what was growing up like for you
like
how was your childhood
were you happy
what was growing up like for you
like
how was your childhood
were you happy
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a Haibane can never remember what their life was like before they became a Haibane.
I mean, that's what I am. Or was.
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right
everyone gets made human here
so uh
you started as something else
before you became a haibane?
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I was actually a Human once, at least that's what it feels like.
but then one day I woke up as a haibane.
And now that I'm here, I'm a human again.
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so you dont remember stuff from when youre human
i guess that could be good or bad
not remembering
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Yes, it can be.
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im sorry
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it's not your fault
[It's no one's.]
There's lots of things about the Haibane that no one understands.
It's only been about a year, and I think I'm just starting to understand it.
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when everyone arounds just as clueless as you are
yeah
i kind of know what thats like
a years not enough it takes a lifetime
and sometimes
[...]
sometimes thats still not enough
so im sorry
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I guess it's not. is it?
there are still some things I don't know about myself
or that I think might have happened to me
But it's still hard to know for sure.
That's just the way life is for a Haibane.
We're all mysteries
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i mean
shit
if you want to talk about it anyway
i didnt mean for this question to be such a major downer for people i was just doing a survey
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or here
I don't really want to talk about it with someone I don't know.
sorry.
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dont be sorry
people are kind of funny huh
you dont want to talk about your thing with people you dont know
and i dont want to talk about it with people knowing its me
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Yeah, they can strange.
but
when you can find someone you can talk to about something that makes it better.
And, I think that's really important.
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that keeps coming up
having someone to talk to i mean
thats what people told me to do last time i made one of these posts too
does it really fix everything that well
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sometimes it can
but then there's things you need to do on your own.
knowing which is which is important.
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I don't think you usually know for sure until something bad happens.
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of bad things happening