crying here or crying around you also presents a problem since i am currently traveling with a little kid he probably does not know how to handle crying either shit um i am
["Totally used to crying alone"--Jesus Christ, Jade, no BACKSPACE THAT.]
im not sure but maybe if you are there and i can hug you then you wont see me crying and it will be okay???
[Dave's throat feels funny just thinking about it. And not funny in a ha ha way, funny in a kind of terrible, how do I make it stop kind of way.]
yeah alright so i guess ill just save it till tomorrow then when you see me and i see you obviously just get each other in all this mutual vision all day long
i am not upset with you for trying to keep it secret you were not doing it maliciously and honestly i would have done the same thing i dont want you to be sad or hurting
i can still keep my trap shut you know you dont have to hear about it if you dont want to i just didnt want you to feel like i was lying to you or ..... doing what i did on lofaf
listen jade uh ill talk to you tomorrow ok ive got to take care of some things and then hey youll be here before i know it sort of like the egbertian sweet sixteen reunion we were supposed to have in the first place so ill see you ok
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since i am currently traveling with a little kid
he probably does not know how to handle crying either
shit um
i am
["Totally used to crying alone"--Jesus Christ, Jade, no BACKSPACE THAT.]
im not sure
but
maybe
if you are there
and i can hug you
then you wont see me crying and it will be okay???
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yeah
alright
so i guess ill just save it till tomorrow then
when you see me
and i see you obviously
just get each other in all this mutual vision all day long
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dave?
i am not upset with you for trying to keep it secret
you were not doing it maliciously
and honestly i would have done the same thing
i dont want you to be sad or hurting
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i can still keep my trap shut you know
you dont have to hear about it if you dont want to
i just didnt want you to feel like i was lying to you or
.....
doing what i did on lofaf
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hhah
i
still have dreams about that
if we are doing full disclosure
you
my grandpa
guns
that idea hadnt even occurred to me
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i do too
listen jade uh
ill talk to you tomorrow ok
ive got to take care of some things and then hey youll be here before i know it
sort of like the egbertian sweet sixteen reunion we were supposed to have in the first place
so
ill see you
ok
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bye dave
<3