huh i mean yeah i was being ironic at the time about whatever the fuck we were talking about but the friend part checks out i wasnt thinking too hard about it but yeah sure i seem to be experiencing legitimate sincerity surrounding the matter
this is like the third time someones made a production out of the f word since i got here so im just kind of like am i giving out unsavory overtures unintentionally youre someone i talk to and regularly seek companionable conversation with is this not the start of a budding friendship its enough to make a guy feel insecure about himself not me but like a normal less chill guy
Basically he was Lord Death's personal Weapon, so that's like a second in command. He also went around cheating on my mom a lot. Flirted with my friends' moms when I was little, actively kept me from being friends with boys for my "safety."
I either lost a lot of friends or couldn't make any in the first place because of him. Or I wasn't sure if they were just trying to get in with me because of his status.
So.
I take it more seriously than most, I guess?
I think what I'm trying to say is the old cliche of "it's not you, it's me."
ok yeah i guess i can understand that i dunno how much you want to trust my word then but as far as im concerned were building a pretty solid foundation in friendly territory so like whenever slash if ever you decide thats something you want to be know that im down and that i dont consider it like an obligation or anything its whatever youre comfortable with i enjoy shooting the shit with you is all
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But, we're rebuilding it now, so hopefully in the future nobody will have to end up like us.
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i hope it turns out well for you guys
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Thanks.
Hang on, I've got a question for you
that time when you said "I thought we were friends"
were you serious about the friends thing or was it an ironic Strider comment?
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i mean yeah i was being ironic at the time about whatever the fuck we were talking about
but the friend part checks out
i wasnt thinking too hard about it but yeah sure i seem to be experiencing legitimate sincerity surrounding the matter
are we
not friends?
[Why does this keep happening.]
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I'm flattered?
That you think of me as a friend, I mean.
I guess I wasn't expecting it.
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am i giving out unsavory overtures unintentionally
youre someone i talk to and regularly seek companionable conversation with is this not the start of a budding friendship
its enough to make a guy feel insecure about himself
not me
but like a normal less chill guy
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Basically he was Lord Death's personal Weapon, so that's like a second in command. He also went around cheating on my mom a lot. Flirted with my friends' moms when I was little, actively kept me from being friends with boys for my "safety."
I either lost a lot of friends or couldn't make any in the first place because of him. Or I wasn't sure if they were just trying to get in with me because of his status.
So.
I take it more seriously than most, I guess?
I think what I'm trying to say is the old cliche of "it's not you, it's me."
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ok yeah i guess i can understand that
i dunno how much you want to trust my word then but as far as im concerned were building a pretty solid foundation in friendly territory so
like whenever slash if ever you decide thats something you want to be
know that im down
and that i dont consider it like an obligation or anything its whatever youre comfortable with
i enjoy shooting the shit with you is all